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Like, "like like"?   

 Have you ever just really really liked someone? Like "like like" not just "like"? You think irrationally every time their name pops up and when they're around you don't no what to say, but then later, when you're all alone, you just kinda sit there over analyzing everything. You wanna share how you feel with the person but you're to insecure or shy to say anything. Actually you're not even shy but the voices inside your head are telling  begging you not to sound like a loser... Eventually you convince yourself that he couldn't ever like you because first of all you're way too different, and second of all, why would he like someone like you?
     
     So now you're at that point where you feel immature and delusional. You can't remember what past events were really like and if that was flirting? As these possibilities and impossibilities race around your mind you forget that nothing will happen unless you make it happen. Telling friends that you have a crush on him and just hoping it'll work out is a little pathetic and you realize that. But hey, why not just keep lying in your bed watching too many episodes of the Office, and telling yourself that everything will come naturally and you don't need to contribute any effort. You're too hard on yourself and you need to be more confident. 

Wow, well there's enough of my melodramatic rant. tweenprobz